patbrat87

life

Thu, 27 Jan 2005 13:30:30 GMT

you know the adolesent mind is an odd thing. no matter how good a teenager's life may be it sucks. everybody is always out to get them and they can never be happy. but for some reason their life isn't that bad and the parts the may suck are usually in their control and can be fixed. they always have somebody to talk to even though they may not have talked to tem in forever and their life can always get worse because odds are they have alot to loose. so if u life sucks make what you can beet and realize why the rest of you life sucks and just deal. be happy live well. don't die. don't worry you always have you friends.

-that kid from that place-

Mon, 20 Sep 2004 16:13:14 GMT

Lord grat me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,
and teh wisdom to hid the bodies of those people i had to kill because they pissed me off.

MY work day

Fri, 16 Jul 2004 01:28:06 GMT

O MY GOD i had the longest work day yesterday and it sucked so much.i have to deal with little kidas all morning. then bitch with my co workers about sending the kids in cuz i thought they would die. then dealing with a concusion in which the ambulance had to come and take her to the hospital( she isn't the smartest person). then i had to de-step 3 masts to 420s and put them on trailers. then put two whalers on trailers and take them to hingham and lauch them. then bring the trailers back to cohasset. then return the car we were using to trailer. then i went home. cut i got home at 9:50!!!

then today i got to wake up at 6 in the morning and i was at hingham at 7 until 8:15 when i got to leave and o yes GO TO WORK.

i need a new job or i just need to kill myself(the second choice sounds better to me)

Don't people have lives?

Fri, 16 Jul 2004 01:16:01 GMT

How stupid are people all day all i do is see parents that are flipping out for no reason and i am just like get a job lady u life has no purpose and u suck.but not only that then i get to come home and check my email which tells me i have a reply from my livenjournal. i forgot i had a livejournal but other eople didn't. so i pitty u people that must mean ur life sucks almost a much as mine and u should probably think about killing yourself too. i have be a supporter of the haging but that decision i leave to you.

Sun, 11 Jul 2004 01:15:01 GMT

Keryn is the coolest person in the world

today is the day

Sat, 19 Jun 2004 14:22:56 GMT

today is the day just like any other day....
it sucks i don't no why i am forced to go on live days that suck and i just wish that they would stop sucking or just stop all together. i have a question for all
what is the best way to die?

a. by pills
b. by hanging
c. by startving

pain is not a big deal jsut what ppl think is the best way to go out. or if anybody have other ways please tell me

IT has been awhile

Wed, 19 May 2004 16:16:43 GMT

i have not written in this thing for the longest time. u no why? cuz it isn't worth it. life isn't worth it. it would just be so much better if it would end and i do not understand y istay on this earth when there is nothing of benifit for me. i just wish everybody would die. but since that wont happen i guess i will just have to die. good bye and good life.

its been awhile

Thu, 18 Mar 2004 16:29:35 GMT

ok so i haven't written in this. there is a reason for this. it is becasuse my life sucks so much that it doesn't allow me time for myself to just write a stupied thing in my livejournal. granted my live journal sucks at life and really have no purpose but it is the prinicple of the matter. y do i have to be so busy. do i need to do well in spanish or on the SATs they really are stupid and i think they should just die. or there is the loverly fact of running. y do u need to do physical activity to stay in shape. that is alot of work y just to look good or to fit in. y cant we live like back int the 1500s when pretty ppl were accually fat and the were desireable but it ment that they could feed themselves. life is such bull and i don't get it or y anybody puts up with life. i say we have one massive holiday were everybody dies and ppl do have to deal with it any more and everybody is then happ cuz they are all like not have to deal with it which is what really sucks.

No Time

Thu, 04 Mar 2004 16:40:19 GMT

i do not have the time anymore so i will not longer be venting at the world through this loverly journal. i will continue when i have the time. byebye if it is dier u no to call me or email me (patbrat21@hotmail.com)

bye bye

DOn't tell me to be happy

Fri, 27 Feb 2004 16:40:00 GMT

DOn't tell me to be happy i will be mad at life if i want to u don't no me u don't no my life i can be all blah if i want to so don't u be stepping on my ways im still here so my way must be working so i have one thing to say to u. #@&$%$&%*(# (*live journal could not allouw this to be read due to the nature of the remark*) and let that be a lesson to u.

Tue, 24 Feb 2004 17:53:25 GMT

grrrr

sailing yesterday

Sun, 22 Feb 2004 14:24:20 GMT

yesterday kevin and i went sailing. it was kinda cold then we went to some place for dinner and sum of his sailing team is a riot and i love them. then went back to somebody's house who is from roger williams and that was fun because emily was so drunk and she was just really drunk. and i have more of a story but i don't feel like typing it so if u care that much u can accually talk to me

life sucks

to add to last entry

Sun, 22 Feb 2004 14:20:41 GMT

my borther explained it very well in his away message:

so funny story...
2am... roommates wake me up.... "dude? do you know this kid on the couch here?"
evidently this random wasted kid wanders into the house and just up and passed out on our couch. his phone doesnt have any juice and his wallet has no money and has nothing useful in it.
after an hour the kid finally wakes up and stumble around the house for a bit before we ushered him outside.
goodluck paul keating from ct! i hope u make it to a place where the people actually know who you are!

i was asleep

Sat, 21 Feb 2004 08:44:07 GMT

ok i am sorry but i don't think that this entry will be all killing and negative like the others. but what i am goin to write has to be said cuz it is 3 in the morning and i don't want to call anybody for fear of being shot.
yesterday i woke like any typical friday that i was goin skiing on.
i went skiing at ragged with my mom andrew and his dad.
there were no glads that were open and u could get to so andrew and i had sum fun time making our own trails and stuff getting to them.
but this entry is not about my time skiing yesterday
on the way home they dropped me off at the rt.128 train station and i took the commuter rail down to providence where my brother picked me up(trains are fun with the choo choo and the woo woo and the purple it is fun) (o and the chuggga chugga cant forget the chugga chugga that is like half the fun)so yea then we went to kevs work and then we went to his house which there was nothing goin on then we go the chinese food that we ordered i had orange chicken that isn't spicey to much. then we went to bed at like 10ish

and now the purpose of tonights no this mornings entry. about 230 kevins roommates woke us up. they wanted to no if we new the kid that was passed out on the couch. we didn't nobody new who he was. it was some random kid on the couch. and it was funny cuz we were like sifting through his pockets looking for his phone cuz it rang. when we found it it was so low that all we could figure out was that he had 11 new voice messages and that would inturn mean that somebody was prob looking for him. then we went to the neighbors to see if he was supposed to be staying there. he wasn't. then in the process of lookin for his phone we found his wallet and he was paul and he was born in 1980 but he looked like a freshman in highschool. then he woke up and he was so wasted it was hysterical. he like went to my brothers room and was like i am goin to bed. then we got him out side and he was just walking around providence and i don'think he had any idea what was what.

ok now im goin back to bed. good night. good luck. good life.

ok lady i love u bye bye.

ps life sucks

i have a knife

Mon, 16 Feb 2004 22:43:58 GMT

AND IM GOIN TO STAB U

DIE WITH A PASSION
ON FIRE!

BLEED ALOT TOO IT IS MUCH FUN with the knife and the cutting is fun

im tired

Sun, 15 Feb 2004 22:01:17 GMT

i think i am goin to take a nap

yesterdays camute

Sat, 14 Feb 2004 01:46:38 GMT

OMG I THOUGHT I WAS GOIN TO DIE

being chased from the braintree split to bc high just because u cut a guy off is a little bit much and then him trying to get u to stop so he can kick ur ass also a bit extreme. but yea it makes for a good story. i am just to tired to tell it cuz i like woke up at 3 this morning to do a project cuz my bro is kool and was on it all night. so yea the whole lacking of sleep not working out for me so good night

MONDAY

Tue, 10 Feb 2004 22:19:23 GMT

PEOPLeS COME OVER MY HOUSE MONDAY NIGHT!!(maybe) guys can sleep over and girls can stay till like 10:30ish

the monday of vacation

if u need directions email me or ask in school (patbrat21@hotmail.com)

stupid survey

Tue, 10 Feb 2004 22:16:22 GMT

Name:Patrick Broome
Nickname: Pat, Broome, Sweeper, Purple life jackey kid, kid,
Birthday: June 23, 1987
Birthplace: I dont no

=Now=

Current mood: dazed
Current music: Daredevil

Current taste: orange cream savor
Current hair: short
Current clothes: jeans and plad collard shirt

Current annoyance: Shopmores
Current smell: none

Current thing I ought to be doin: homework
Current windows open: this, aol instan messanger
Current desktop picture: blueness
Current favorite band: i don't do the whol music thing
Current cd in stereo: daredevil
Current crush: none!
Current favorite celeb: me
Current hate: life

=Do I=
Smoke?: no
Do drugs?: no
Have sex?: who is asking
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: dont dream
Remember your first love?: am i old enough to no what love is?
Still love him/her?: if i no what love is then yes
Read the newspaper?: no
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: well i didn't no he was gay until he asked me out
Believe in miracles?: kinda
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: that is my goal
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: after today, yes
Consider love a mistake?: love isn't a mistake just a distraction which creats mistakes
Like the taste of alcohol?: wouldn't no
Have a favorite candy?: chunkies
Believe in astrology?: no
Believe in magic?: no
Believe in god?: yup
Have any pets: heidi penny and vanilla(the rat)
Go to or plan to go to college: yes
Have any piercings?: never
Have any tattoos?: never
Hate yourself: everyday of my life

Have an obsession?: yes
Have a secret crush?: if i told u it would be a secret
Do they know yet?: if they do im bad with secrets
Wish on stars?: no
Care about looks?: yup yup

=Juicy stuff=

Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: no
Have you ever been intoxicated?: no
Have you ever been caught "doing something?": that would mean i have done something and i am not that blessed

--APPEARANCE:--
Hair: brown
Eyes: hazel
Height: tall enough

--LAST THING YOU:--
Bought: dunkachino

Ate & Drank: arthur juice box cream saver
Read: stuff for retreat
Watched on tv: end of everwood

--EITHER / OR:--
club or houseparty: house party
beer or cider: cider
drinks or shots: shots
cats or dogs: DOGGIES
pen or pencil: pens
gloves or mittens: MITTENS
food or candy: food
cassette or cd: cd
coke or pepsi: coke

--WHO DO YOU WANT TO:--
kill: everybody
get really wasted with: dont' get wasted
look like: this kid named pat broome i guess, i dont' see it
be like: me
avoid: everybody

--LAST PERSON YOU--
talked to: mike magarty
hugged: keryn
instant messaged: maureen

--WHERE DO YOU--
eat: in my room
cry: in my room
wish you were: not home

--HAVE YOU EVER...--
Dated one of your best friends? i don't really have a best friend
Loved somebody so much it made you cry? i cry alot tho
Drank alcohol? no
Done drugs? no
Broken the law? im alittle fuzzy on some of the law
Run away from home? iv tried
Broken a bone? no
Played Truth Or Dare? yes
Kissed someone you didn't know? please, im a good kid
Been in a fight? with my fam. i live in a fight
Come close to dying? i die every time i cant talk to u

--WHAT IS:--
The most embarrassing CD in your collection?: my boybands mix
Your bedroom like?: it isl ike my bedroom
Your favorite thing for breakfast? i dont' really eat breakfast, so just breakfast itself is a treat
Your favorite restaurant?: bickfords breakfast anytime

--RANDOM QUESTIONS--

What's on your bedside table?: kiaros stuff
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?: i dont raid the fridge
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?: dont have one
If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?: IM PERFERCT
What is your biggest fear?: life
What feature are you most insecure about?: none. i am me i dont' care what u think
Do you ever have to beg?: that is my life
Are you a pyromaniac?: im not a pyro i just hink everything should BURN!
Do you have too many love interests?: maybe
Do you know anyone famous?: yup
Describe your bed: small and hard
Do you know how to play poker?: yes
What do you carry with you at all times?: kairos cross
How do you drive?: my parents wont let me
What do you miss most about being little?: being smart
Are you happy with your given name?: i cant complain
How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year?: $5
What color is your bedroom?: yellow and white
What was the last song you were listening to?: dont no
Have you ever been in a play?: yes
Who are your best friends?: keryn and pat smith and others
Do you talk a lot?: to much
Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?: yes and no(more yes)
Do you think you're cute?: that isn't my call
Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you?: if they want money but not to work, yes
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?: the nicest

a day or dirt and tolerance

Tue, 10 Feb 2004 21:42:03 GMT

Today i lead a sohpmore retreat for my school. this ment i missed all my classes and went to Boston College with them. the theme of the retreat was community. and some of the sophmores were open on the retreat and respectful. the other ninty-nine percent of them who talk during the speechs cheat during the games and are really disrespectful in that way. i guess it is good cuz they already kinda had a community among themselves but it was just bad. and for us leaders the retreat was more a test of tolerance. i wanted to just slap almost everyone of those kids.

then i went back to school and played frisbee. and it is really muddy. i started playing in a white shirt and yellow pants and by the end of the game u could not tell the color of either of them.(no lie) and now u find me here on the computer.

I quit

Sun, 08 Feb 2004 02:23:18 GMT

i quit at life
i quit at trying to talk to my family
i quit at talking to others
i quit goin out on the weekend
i quit doing everything and anything

and if this effects you I DON'T CARE! GO DIE AND DON'T BOTHER ME ANY MORE! no exceptions. good night and good life because i quit this live journal too.

i was told too

Fri, 06 Feb 2004 22:52:38 GMT

there was a time and a place when somebody once told me to add them to my journal. i don't say names in it so i cant say u but i can give clues.
marshfield
pretty
smart
niles
has ugly car with hula dancer
church
yea so i have mentioned her in my journal she can be happy and merry to no that she is acknowledge by me patrick kenneth broome(kenrick broome) but personally i dont' think that is a good thing and she should be like please dont add me. but that is here deal and she is now in my journal for all to see. haha

prep

Fri, 06 Feb 2004 22:41:59 GMT

i have no idea y i put prep as the tile besides the fact that i have to get ready for tomorrow which will prob be bad. cuz the whole cold and snowing thing
is just bad. but i will go just to see ppls cuz il like ppls. but then there are the ppls that get all annoyed by me and they is just like GO AWAY!! and then i have no idea what i am doin tomorrow night but sumtime soon i have to watch sum french movie. i am told it is good. and then i cant wait fro sunday. that is kinda bad cuz i am like yay i get to go to church but i promise i don't love god THAT much. i dont' think i like anything that much pretty much everything i do has an alternate motive.
SKIING - NDA and Hingham girls
COMMUNITY SERVICE (day of sharing) - NDA and FONTBONE girls
FRISBEE - Katie(at the beginning)
SAILING - girls in BATHINGSUITS and my friends(that are girls) too
PEER MINUSTRY - girls

SICK SUCKS

Thu, 05 Feb 2004 15:02:36 GMT

i was sick yesterday and it was so not kool. then i had to go to my church and help with this dumb retreat and i had to give a stupid speech and it was just bad. and i was almost like omg i don't want to be here. but i secrectly did for reason which im sure all no.

My Weekend

Mon, 02 Feb 2004 19:54:29 GMT

ok so i went skiing this weekend up at waterville and i did not expect it to be fun. if fact i went with the sole purpose of making somebody's life hell. but it was fun but of course by it being fun i realize the hell that my life accually is. i get to spent my weekend with the perfect person. when they speak all i want to do is hit them for what they did to me, but i cant tell them that. so what do i do i smile in their face as a friend. when that is the one thing i don't want to be i want to hate them or love them no in between. and i cant do either and i have no reason y i cant except for the fact that i can't. it isn't fair. god hates me. as i have said before he just watches my life putting me through as much shit as he can think of and laughs. if i ever get up to him i swear him and i are goin to have some talks and he just might get himself a beating.

MY LIFE SUCKS!